"I swear I'll kill someone I love today", quipped the drug addict. Outbursts like these can be uttered by those in the throes of craving when experiencing stress.
This craving can reach a certain point where imminent delivery of the drug is no longer consciously exciting, usually when the habit-formed procedures have kicked-in and the subconscious machine has taken over control of feeding the craving.
The resignation afforded to the conscious mind manifests itself by abstractions like "I don't even want this" and thinking of other removed things.
December 2023 updates – essential reading
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Some essential reading & items of interest for this Winter - including
Framelab, The Coming Wave, Doppelganger and Noise...
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